placebo devotion

the placebo effect

its all in the mind 

always was 

always is 

forever will be

density of space or density of mind that is the question

as we emerge from the suffocation in the glass jar we find our selves at a crossroad

who are we

who am i 

who is this glass jar 

does it hold me back or does it set me free

back to the age old square one

back to the basics 

back to life 

back to god

back to one

allahum thabit agdamanaa

wa3tig rigaabanaa from the nar we allow for ourselves to continously recreate in the name of the dream......

in the name of the requiem for a dream

guru thapar thank you for opening my eyes to the other side

crossing over in conviction

somehow somewhere something great is happening for me right now

somehow somewhere something extraordinary is happening for me right ow

what are your eyes telling me

an irritation 

show me the world from the eyes of your truth, my truth our truth the one one truth that binds us all together as the infinite power of the universal eternal one

one spirit

one forgiveness 

one compassion 

one mercy 

in the power of one

in the name of unity 

freedom

love conquers all

show me the light 

give me what i need

dear god please save me

dear god are you there

she calls out loud screaming with raging anger at the dark glimmering light

stars shine 

resolutions pass

and the road is laid out with the light

the path is ablazed with conviction for change

how do i bring the healing love back to this world

how can i be the change i want to see in the world 

how do i honor my commitments and remain a free boundless

colorful bird escaping the confines of the meeeaaan judgemental harsh basma 

the angry scarred hurt basma 

the basma that needs to let go of being bullied into being who she did not like 

just to be liked

but it was never enough

nothing was ever good enough

dear army of angels please hear me

play back the lyrics of my life loud and clear

save me from the poison of limiting thoughts

the crutches of cushion 

the cushion for the rough ride

all in the liberating lie that we have created to escape 

forgiveness

compassion gratitude

be gentle with yourself and take it easy

make a big deal out of every 'small' deal